Loving the thought of love

With my eyes I see who I want to see,

This is too perfect not to come with some kind of fee.

He’s sweet and he’s nice,

Different than what you usually can find.

It seems too perfect to be true,

And you start to be unsure.

Signs of a different person appear with time,

But you still convince yourself that everything is going to be just fine.

A transformation occurs in front of your eyes,

But you tell yourself its all lies.

And suddenly his attitude changes,

But no, you still think your hallucinating.

You still want to believe that he’s who you thought he was,

And then you just get hurt when you see he’s not,

You blame yourself for his transformation,

As if you did not have the whole pack of information.

You know he lied to you,

And dumb you feel for falling.

He was never who you thought you saw,

And this completely different image of him I can draw.

You’re already in love,

And you forget to use your brain and think with your heart.

That’s your mistake.

Cuz your heart thinks not of wrong choices you are about to make.

So, you cry

And you beg to see change.

But nothing changes,

And you’re just left with a broken heart.

It was all a lie,

And you try to just feel better by eating pie.

But nothing seems to work,

He’s already a jerk.

He fills you with promises of change,

But you can’t seem to stay.

Your heart is too hurt,

So, you just move away.

Today you’re still the reason why it was over,

And from all the stares you must take cover.

But you know the right thing you have done,

Since if I had to choose to be with that again, I’d prefer to be all alone.

Sometimes you think you know someone, people that have been years in your life at times, and with one single decision they prove you wrong. It’s just terrifying the fact that sometimes we see people how we want to see them and not how they really are. There are millions of people who happen to be double faced and lack personality. These are the scary people in the bunch.

They transform and adapt to what you want or need of them, sometimes becoming our best friends since they are able to agree with our opinions and seem to understand us the best. At times, we just can’t really see beyond what we want to see because we already have become so close to this person.

But eventually true colors shine, and their lack of personality starts to make them vulnerable to being influenced easily sometimes by the worst of things. Think twice before choosing the people who form an important part and make sure that they are authentically who they say they are. Never trust too fast, you will regret it later.