- - Broken - -

Distant place deep down my thoughts,

I’m running away from the nightmares and the dark,

I’m closing the door and moving towards light,

But when I seem to be close to getting it, it comes out of sight;

Let me hold this thought,

Let me be,

Let me forget all that I’ve got,

I just want to be free;

Let me show you I can make it,

I can and I will!

So don’t worry and face it,

Just move on but stay still;

As I go out the door,

I can see your face,

I look at the floor,

As she looks away;

I look into her eyes and I see,

The pain that she tries to hide but doesn’t succeed,

I can see,

But I think I’m wrong this is not what she needs;

Everything seems so dark,

Even in the morning light,

I can see in her eyes the spark,

Please dear I don’t want to fight;

My life is just perfect,

I just need to fly,

It’s perfect,

But I need to see the sky;

Sometimes I just want to get it all over,

I just need, I need,

But I just put my cover,

And as I move out the door I put my cover;

My life feels so wrong,

But its perfect,

I know I belong,

I just need to be selected;

Everything is perfect in my life,

I look over my perfect memories,

So why does she take out the knife?,

The days on where I was home, seem like centuries;

Sometimes I just need,

I want to be part of that other perfect whole person,

But I just forget since I need to feed,

Oh! that perfect whole person I just wish…;

I run from the light,

From everything I have known,

I just don’t want to fight,

I try to hide but somehow I am shown;

I look at my perfect everything,

At my perfect job and car,

Oh! my perfect anything!,

I just wish, I wish that everything is over on that bright star,

And as I see that bright star at night,

I turn on the car,

I follow it, and there is nothing more, no fights,

Oh! beautiful star!;

Oh beautiful perfect star!

I just want to thank u for this perfect life,

And as I push the accelerator of the car,

There are just no more fights;

Let it all be over oh beautiful star!

Let my perfect life be perfect,

Let all perfect things on my life be over, and help me move this car,

I finally will be the one selected;

The car starts to move and fade into the dark,

I feel my life going at a speed level,

Memories pass through my mind, I remember from the start,

Suddenly a sound, oh my angel!

Nothing is what it seems,

Its all now over,

No more needs,

No more covers;

Goodbye perfect life,

Goodbye everything I have ever known, all the years being a salesman,

Goodbye to all the life knives,

Goodbye, goodbye my dear.

Based on the inner struggle of the character of Willy from the novel “Death Of A Salesman”